being a teenager is known for dating and having boyfriend after boyfriend. we are too young for relationships because we don’t know how to handle them. we get jealous and fight over our jealousy. when you get jealous; it offends the other person because it shows them what kind of person you really think they are. if you ask them if they are cheating on you; they will have the understandable conclusion you think of them as a cheater. it’s offensive. wait to be in a serious relationship, or a relationship in general.
Sometimes I don’t even know what to do anymore. I’m always failing, always messing up. it’s one thing after another. I don’t ever get a break. ever. so how do I fix this problem?
it’s time to change a lot of areas in my life. starting with my relationship with God. I go to church on Sundays and Wednesday, but my heart isn’t fully into it. it’s a really hard thing to be able to do. I want to be looked up to and known for being well liked. needless to say I want to resemble Brooke Allison Hill. she does so much good for our community, the people that she knows, and people in other countries. this world needs more people like her and I would love to stick by her and help make a difference with her.
I’m a super sweet person, but sometimes I come off extremely strong or rude. I’m actually not rude, I just get uncomfortable around people; especially with a large group. which makes it look like I’m rude. for now on when someone is rude to me, I WILL stand up for myself but the classiest as possible. to those that do not like me, talk to me, hangout with me.. give me a chance. to those I’ve offended I’m deeply sorry and I would love a second chance. rant over.
- go to the bathroom to escape
- feel very uncomfortable without a phone or some other crutch
- dwell on a small awkward moment for much longer than necessary
- never go to any social event without a person that makes you feel comfortable
- follow said person way too much
- worry about the person beginning to find you obnoxious
- faking an illness to get out of a social event
ohmygosh, I just saw this and I do every single thing